I don't hide things well at all!
Today I am sad because as of yesterday I am no longer 10 weeks pregnant.
It was a surprise pregnancy, but of course I was very excited!!
There are tons of reasons this is best.........
*my baby is barely 8 months old and would be a big sister at 15 months (I've done it before and it worked out great, but it's not easy!)
*I haven't gotten my pre-pregnancy body back and I've never started a pregnancy this heavy
*I just got done being pregnant
But, none of that matters.
I was really excited about having another baby, and I know people think I'm nuts......but I love being pregnant.
I know other people have much sadder things to be sad about.
I know (at least I hope) that I'll be able to have another baby when it's the right time.
I know in a few days I will feel happy again.
But, for today I feel sad.
I've cried lots, but I don't want to cry any more.
So, I went to 5th street bagelry and picked up a pumpkin chocolate chip bagel and shmeared it with pumpkin cream cheese. I also got myself some strawberry milk.
Elli and I are going to watch a movie in our sweats.
an excuse to eat something yummy
an excuse to laze around
an excuse not to clean my house